Sometimes I just feel like everything comes crashing down and I have no clue what to do. The one person I expct to be there for me more than anyone lets me down and it just feels really shitty. I have always been there for him and have done everything I could possily do. But the few times I need help or to have someone there for me. Its just another let down. I love this person and they have helped me beafore and they love me but when it comes down to the times when I really need help and really need someone they are not there. And I just don't know what to do. I don't want to drop this person out of my life but is it the best thing? Dose anyone think it would make things better for me. Cause I just don't know. My heart says one thing and my head says another.