I have chosen to not bother anymore trying to prove my innocence, I’m sorry if some of you guys take offence to this but why is it when a girl tells a guy they just want to be friends and not really hang out they turn around and tell all their buddies that the girl is a lying bitched and was the one who was hitting them up? They seem to totally reverse the truth.

Here is what happen, this guy who happens to my friends with my sister and her ex was hitting me up randomly on Facebook we starting chatting right off from the back I told him I was not looking for anything more than friendship and that I was kind of seeing someone, but talking was just fine. I don’t mind chatting with people. Flash forward he told my sisters ex that I was the one hitting him up every day asking him to hangout, wtf? I never once asked him to hang out HE WAS THE ONE HITTING ME UP EVERYDAY. Lying piece of shit, I was the one telling him no or that I can’t. But you know what, there is no point in trying to prove my innocence because A. my sister is a bitch and won’t believe a thing I say, (she believes everything her stupid bf or ex bf says) B. I just don’t care I am so sick of this drama it’s not even funny.

I am done with men who act like teenage girls; they are like drama queens all up in everyone else’s business getting the information ass backwards. ALL I want is a MAN, a mature man who will respect me and treat me right. Someone who will actually be fun to be around and not drag me down with their negativity. A guy who is not afraid to not agree with me on everything who can actually hold a conversation, is that so much to ask? Also for once it would be nice to have a man who will not do everything I expect. As in lie, cheat and use me. A man who will actually listen and care about what I have to say not just tell me everything about them or about what’s wrong with them and then not listen to what I have to say. My perfect man is a guy who can make laugh and smile, who is not scared to just be silly sometimes, will stand up for himself and what he believes in, tell it how it is, be honest, will go out and have fun, like meeting people, will not judge, be insightful, someone who will surprise me. ALSO for once it would be nice for me not to do all the work, have him make some plans, I want a man who will fight for me as well, I am sick of doing all the fighting.