This may sound strange, Cause it's coming from me. But I can honestly say, With a huge smile on my face.. That I am in love. I know that Tyler and I have only bee together for a short time, But we did date in the past.. And every time I am with him.. I am honestly happy all the stress and pressure is gone. And it's just me and him. every time I look into his eyes, I can't help but smile.. I can;t believe this is my life. It's just so wonderful.. He is just.. words can't ever describe it. All my life I have gone through shit and pain all my past relationships have ended sour. But with him, I forget all the bad emotions. Everything in my past that has haunted me for years fades away. Tyler makes me so happy, I don't care what my sister says. I love him and that is all that matters to me. Tyler is just so amazing loving and caring something I feel like he is to good for me. That I actually deserve an asshole for a BF.. Cause that's all I ever had. I was scared to get attached ... and I'm still worried about it.. But for the moment.. I can't hold back my feelings anymore.. I will let my heart open up and love again. I just hope that wasn't a mistake. I know this is love.. It has to be.. Because I haven't felt this way about someone since Adam. It's love, Right after we say good-bye.. I miss him. Right now all I want is to see him.

I don't know how long this will last

but I don't care

it's like i am living in a dream

everything is so wonderful

Sometime I feel like an alarm is gonna go of and I am gonna wake up and none of this will be real.

But it is real

This is my life

And I can honestly say

I have never been happier