I gave it all, put my everything into the person who I thought loved me. Now I come to realize it was all bullshit and a total waste of my time and my energy, for two years I built a future for us for it only to come crashing down and hit me in the face in a matter of secconds. FUCK IT! Hell never know, and that's how I want it. Everything I did all the pain I went through all for love? Love is a loaded gun just waiting for the right time to shoot you right in the face. It makes me so angry but I'm not lettin it get to me anymore, its over and done with and nothing well change people don't change. I'm gettin back up on my feet now and I have found someone new, lets hope this one actually works out and treats me right.