Its monday and again its six thirty in the morning idk why but this is always when I feel like writing. Always in the morning my mind seems to be rushed with everything. All these things are going thru my head. All the things unsaid. But anyway my weekend we alright besides the working part. It was mostly spent with tyler. I think I'm doing the right thing. Everyone besides my mum is mad at me for going back out with him. And well I understand why but its what I want and its between tyler and myself. No one els. School is better now I know what I have to do its just the matter of getting there. Its my nature to want to please everyone I had a long talk with my teacher and she helped me out a lot on thursday. She told me that I can't please everyone. I want to make my teachers happy my work happy my mum and family my friends my boyfriend. I can't do it all. I want to and turst me I really do. And I have done it so well up till now. We decided that work needs to take a back seat for awhile after all I don't want to be there for the rest of my life. And I just has a rocky start thing term but I'm over than now. If anyone is actually reading this stuff please leave me comments. I could use some help. Tell me what you think.