Haven't updates in a while, Not enough time lately. Between school and job hunting (which is not working out so good) So Monday I am gonna go apply to Star Market, I hope that will work out better than when I applied to Dunkin Donuts. School... Well, as everyone knows school sucks but I had a good first term in the grade department. People wise, not so good. I don't get along to well with the kids at my school. The only new thing that has happen to me so far is going on dates. And now I realize how retarded they are. lol Maybe it's because I wasn't with the right person or maybe it's just because dating is in fact retarded lol Well I know now I take after my family.. Cause I'm a "heartbreaker" apparently. In one month I went out with two guys and after the first date I told them both the same thing. "I just want to be friends" Yeah... I'm a bitch... I feel awful about it but.... I don't want to be with someone if I don't like them.. My first date with this kid just went pure bad... I mean It could have not gone any worse lol.. I felt so bad for him too.... By the end of the night... I actually said to him "No, I don't feel like it right now" when he went to hold my hand.... Yeah... I still feel awful about that.. But were still friends so ... it's all good... And the other date I went on.... I'm not even gonna go into it... Cause that one was just as bad.. lol... I think I need well deserved break for darting. Is a sick way this is all kinda funny. -dani-