So monday was my bf and I 11 months, I know that's not that long but for my age group it is. But idk is very hard right now cause my sister and jarrad (my sisters friend who is know living with us) hate him and try to screw things up between us. I know she is just looking out for me and that's really nice of her it means she cares. But I'm a big girl I'm 17 almost 18 I think I can handle it. But anyway its very ealry and I'm on my way to school oh boy! Another fun day well at least I don't work today for once. And I have senior pictures today at five so it will fun going thru everything I own. Lol not really I don't really care I just don't want to look gross. I'm so confused on what to do right now. I don't know if I should trust my family jarrad is like a big brother to me. And I love my sister I just don't know. Fallow my heart or fallow my head?