Wow, I am so fucking confused lately. I don't know who the hell to trust right now.… I love it how people say one thing to your face than another behind you back. I mean that's just the best thing in the world... Some people I swear have no shame. They will just say whatever the fuck they want with out even thinking.… I don't know how people can be like that. Don't you think I would bother them just a little bit? Guess not if they just keep on doing it. But whatever I don't really care anymore. I am not gonna let it bother me anymore, sometimes I just feel like people who I once thought were my friends are now not.… And people who I really trusted and believed have been lying to me since day one.… I don't get it. Why do people feel that they have to lie about themselves and make up stories? It's really lame.… Haven't they every heard of be yourself? You don't need to lie about yourslf to be my friend you know. Even my family has been doing this shit. I still don't get it. What are they trying to do? hide something or is it that they just don't think I should know. I am a part of this family and I think I should know. I don't understand my mother. Like every other teen in the world I don't get along with her to well cause she so fucking annoying. She always asks me to tell her what's wrong with me and when I try to tell her she doesn't want to hear it. What the hell??? I mean you ask me and when I tell you my answer you don't want to hear it.… So if you don't want to hear my answer that don't fucking ask me what's wrong 50 times.