Don't get me wrong I love my bf very much and I just spend my week of school and work vacation with him his dad and his friend in NH. Its not easy dealing with long distance relationships, cause before he moved we sepnt a lot of time together. It was really nice being up their with him, honelsty I loved it. Moslty because I didn't see him for a long time before that and it was my frist time in almost two years getting more than three days off from working. For this week for maybe even longer he is on cape. So its nice but I feel like he dosent want to spend time with me and is distant with me. I kinda understand cause we just spend a full week toegther but we were harldy ever alone and his friend was their with us. Idk its a lot of other things too. Sometimes tho I just feel like I do more for him that he dose for me, and I don't really want to say this cause I don't want to sound like a selfish bitch but I'm kinda hurt at the fact he never gets me anything even on holidays. I always get him something... idk I understand money is tight but idk. How hard is it to make a card or pick a flower? He always says that he will make it up to me and he never dose. Like my bithday and christmass and valentines day. I don't want to be a bitch so I don't say anything and what would I say anyway?? Its not that I want him to shower me in gifts or anything like that. Cause I'm not that type of girl. But idk it makes me kinda sad. Should it make me sad? I don't want to breakup with him cause I do love him. Its just one of those things I guess you don't pick the people you fall in love with it just kinda happens. Its a feeling moslty.