“It's the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance. It is the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance. It is the one who won't be taken who cannot seem to give. And the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live.”

Sometimes I wonder why I think about him so much, than I realize I am doing it again. Thinking about him. I just can't help it. He has me right were he wants me and I think he knows it. I am in a bad place stuck in this feeling of lust. I can give it right back to him. I know he wants me, What the hell am I doing? I am being stupid. I want him and I know how to play this game all to well. I want him.....

It was never meant to be, just take it all in I have learned my lesson (again) I will NEVER let my guard down, no matter how much my mind wants too. I just wish he would leave my thoughts and dreams alone.