Not totally sure what to do, my mind and emotions are having an epic battle latley. Heart to head, head to heart always a battle. So I could be smart about this and do what I know is right or I can be a complete fool and do the opposite, or will it be foolish? think think think... I have a deck of cards right now and somewhere in there is a Ace,

I don't need anymore Jokers in the life, I could settle for a king but I want a Ace. I met someone last night, he seems like a nice guy not sure how I feel about him, He is kinda shy which is something I tend not to go for, but I might as well give him a chance, currently there are 3 people I am interested in well two actually i am not counting Zack who is the one I met last night, He is a friend of a friend who came with us for a night out.

He wants to take me out to dinner and a movie oh what a cliche thing to do, Like I said he is shy so that might not be fun, I might just have us go to the fair insted he seems less shy when more people are around when he was just talking to me he got nervous, which is kinda cute but still kinda lame, So this Friday Ill see what happens.

I just hope I don't hurt anyone. but for once I am focus on myself and what makes me happy.

I have my hand of cards, Lets see what they play. Let the game begin.

UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So i am home from work and guess who came in to say hello?? Zack did, guess he is not as shy as I thought. We are hanging out tomorrow insted of friday so I guess you can call it a date kinda thing. If its nice out he was saying how he we can go to the beach than to the dinne and a movie and adter maybe hit up the bars, He also has a nice car, a 2011 chevrolet camaro, the one bad thing is the reason why he has money is because he works for his fathers company, but at least he works. i had no clue he was rich. I will give him a chance, who knows got nothing else to lose.