Every once felt like you were traped insdie your own mind? Its almost as if you have no control even though you have complete control. Idk its weird and hard to explain but whatever. Well on a lighter note I turn 18 friday! Its not that big of a deal but I'm just gald to have more freedom. I also can't wait to get my new phone, cause the one I'm on right now is falling apart. Things are better now their not good but there better, which is a start. I mean there are some many things I don't understand but in time I they will be better. I'm on vacation this week which is cool, but I'm working a bunch. Its not so bad I need the money than again don't we all? Eveyone keeps asking me what I want for my bday and to be honest I don't even kno what I want. All I really want was a new phone and well I don't really want or need anything els. I'm happy with what I have.