I am in control,

I am in control, this is MY life. I have the choice, it is all up to me. I can't blame anyone else. I can't let others make the choice for me. It's my lfe, it's my life.

I have problmes, and so does everyone else, it's no excusse. I am better then that. I am stronger then that. I have the will, I have the power to say no. NOOO!!!!

No, no, no. NEVER again. I will not, I can not do that to myself anymore.

I am off to the gym, I will update more when I come back, I just needed to get that out. I needed to remind myself what I'm doing.