Ever wished you could just vanish form extience? Not forever but just like for awhile, I'm so sick of people, I almost feel like I can't trust anyone, I try and do so much for everyone els. I try to make everyone happy. That's just the type of person I am. But ya know for once I would not mind someone doing something nice for me. I'm sick of being used. All I wanted was to idk what i wanted. I wanted to be loved and in the end it destroyed me again