RUSTY KNIVES,BLACK TEARS AND BLOODY ROSES

I sit in silence, my own personal Hell
Healing the wounds that for you I fell
All I hold with me now is this regret
For all the things I have lost, your love is the one thing I'll never forget
This soul is empty, a hollow shell
A prolonged sickness of a heart unwell
Others say, I told you so
And yet here I am, waiting not able to let go
I wish you knew how I feel
That this love I have for you is real
Tears fall every night
The thoughts of you win the fight
I don't know what else to do
The only person I'll ever love is you
I will never be what you want
Last flower petal pulled, he loves me not