So yea no one bothered to tell me I didn't have to work today.... so I get up mad early to take a shower before work and get all the the shit I need to get done before going into "fun land" like go to the bank and get coffee and ciggs. On my way out the door my mums like oh your not working today..Dave thinks you have school today..WTF!!!! If I knew that I would be sleeping still... grrrrrrr!! So I call Dave "my boss" and ask him if I am working and he says no, but if I want to I can come in at two. And I was like I'll call you at the 12 and let you know. I'm not going into work. Fuck that. So today I have no clue what I'm going to do yet all I know is I'm so pissed that I missed my chance to sleep in. See good and bad things happen to me at the same time. I don't have to work but I didn't get to sleep in? Its like wtf the point of that? But whatever I'm happy. I don't have to deal with arcade bullshit. I swear things better start to turn around for me. I'm so sick of the same old shit. I'm pushing myself and like not even thinking trying to reach my goal. Finish school and get the fuck off this sandbar. I will stick close to my friends. My real friends that is. The people who haven't fucked me over and who actually care about me. They are the only ones I care about now. The rest can all go fuck themsels. I'm not letting anyone walk all over me anymore. I'm not giving in. After everything I'm not breaking this time. Done.