I think I have a problem, I'm not all that concern about it though. Cause honesty I don't really give two shits about it. For the past like two or three months now I have been hanging out with one of my ex's. Don't get me wrong I mean it's been great. But lately now I don't know what I'm feeling anymore. I'm confused by my own emotions. At first when we were starting to get idk close you can call it, I felt extremely different from how I do now. I don't know what's wrong with me. I really do care about him a lot. But I don't think he feels the same way about me at all. Which could be the reason why I feel this way? Think about it being around someone that you really care about all the time and feeling like they don't care about you. It's a shitty feeling. Am I just some bitch who only likes the chase? Or do I just get bored easily? About the whole not caring about it thing, It's somewhat true, I have been hurt by a lot of people so it's easy for me to just move on and get over it. That's part of the reason why I don't want to get to attached to anyone. But than again I do. Idk, IM all kinds of fucked up right now. I don't know what I want. At first I wanted a relationship, And I think I still do, I just need to clear my head. I have a huge trust problem with people, Which is why I keep to myself most of the time. It takes a long time for me to trust someone, and once I trust them if they break that trust I won't lie I get really hurt. I may act like everything is fine and that nothing is wrong. But word spreads, That's the thing I'm not stupid I know when someone is lying to me and I know when their is something "funny" going on. I just wont say anything I wait for the person to tell me. Deep down I really don't know what I'm feeling, Like I said I really care about him and would do anything for him, But I don't know what I'm feeling. So if anyone out their is actually bored enough to read this shit don't be shy to leave a comment. I could used the help.