I'm not to sure what is going on anymore, At the moment I'm at school and I should be working on this Legacy Of McCarthyism bullshit, But I really don't want to deal with that carp right now it's a Monday and it's last block all I want is to get the hell out of here and go home. This is fucking amazing cause I don't work today!! This is the first time in like three months where I actually had a Monday off. that's sad... In other news my mum is a fucking crazy ass cunt. Last night she was flipping out on me cause of what she "found" It wasn't even mine thou, that's the part that sucks. She comes home last night drunk of her ass, I'm sitting in the living room trying to work on my English paper.. Minding my own .. Didn't even say a word to her and all I hear when she walks in the house is "GET IN HERE" I was just like here we go again. I really doesn't bother me anymore that my mum yells at me cause I just got used to it. Half of the time I'm not even really listening to her.. It's just I will admit this when she is really mad she is freaking scary. Last night for example she was right in my face. I swear she is off her nut. This is horrible to say but sometime I wish she would just go away. Like for a year or two. I'm am to the point where if she "freaks" out on my one more time I don't care I'm leaving and doing everything in my power so she can't ever get me to come back. Besides my mum being insane, nothing is really totally new, the computer died so I have been using my sisters computer and whatever one I can get on. ummm.. School is alright this year.. Better than last year. Thank god my sister is no longer here is all I can say. I'm just not a big fan of all the bullshit the spreads around the school about me. But like I said I don't honestly care what people think of me. If they want to know the truth they will come and talk to me. Not listen to lies. But people seem a lot more idk relax this year.. not as bitchy and rude, Although their are some kids that I think really need to get their asses kicked. I'm doing pretty good as an end result of this. I guess.. I don't really know yet. I have kinda been is this daze sorta of state for awhile I'm not quite sure of what's going on in my life. ok so its now 1:33 I get out in 12 mins yeah!... not really....