i might have bipolar disorder. i don't know. it just seems like a easy way out of really seeing the problem. it might just be a little bit of depression i'll get over. maybe i'm just a moody teen. i'm getting tired of looking all of this up and getting nowhere. it makes me depressed reading all of this and not being able to figure out anything. i'm going to start a "paper" journal for my guidence consulor. she wants us to try to find out why i'm sooo damn depressed. i would like to find out on my own but i can't. i've tried and now i'm tired. why is this sooo damn hard.