I'm going to make a list of ways to kill myself. So far gun doesn't work, slit wrist is too normal for me, hanging is too slow, and might not work. Thats as far as I got so far. I'm still mad how I don't deserve to live since I've wanted to die for about 5 years now. I haven't died yet and I don't deserve to live with this attitude. Please kill me with your weapon of choice. Gun, Rope, Blade, Box Cutter, Chemicals,etc. So with this I leave all my cds to whoever wants them, my radio goes to my best friend Sharon, Britt claims my blades, other things will be passed out accordingly. Request for anything. I will soon be dead.--
Can I have your soul? I wont do anything distasteful with it. Tourniquet, great song, I love Rasputina
[Anonymous]
BABY!! ok i get blades but i dont want you to die. If you do we have to die together bc im not live'n without you! Just plz dont do anything...get help babe plz!!
[Anonymous]
your too old and have gone to far to committ suicide. i understand 5 years of wanted to die, but if u made it this far u can make it another 5 years. think about the jobs the partys the kids the relationships. im 14 and sometimes think about suicide, but then i see these 17 18 19 yr olds who tried to committ suicide when they were my age, and are still her and i think thats really great. i hope i can think ur great too...stay alive 4 ur friends