How can I be alright and just not feel anything? I mean I almost married him. I can't forget him, I just don't want to be with him. I've been thinking about what he said and he really did hit a nerve... That I always end a relationship after like 4 months. I just can't be happy, ever. I just can't stay with anyone long enough to feel anything. I've cut all of my feelings off and I can only feel for three people sexually and that's it. There's going to be another person I might can be with and actually feel for. But I've already hurt this person once and I'm scared I may hurt them again. I always fuck up and I just don't know what I'm doing anymore. Please help me someone.--