Every cut is for; How you look at me, As I pass by, With that glare, Like I'll let you; Touch me, I could never or I might; Die, Without this pain, I can live, Feeling this protection, Freedom in your arms; They fit around me, Guiding me through the night, When I am so broken, You're there, For me. I only wished for someone to be this way. And now my wish has come to pass. I love this feeling. I know how hard it is to let someone in so I understand. I have a hard time opening up to and I'm a good person to open up to. Although no one wants to hear it, it took my bestest friend Sharon a few years to where she trust me. Now I'd die for her. I've never loved anyone as much as I love her. I'd give her my last anything if she needed it. I've always told her if she couldn't have a baby I'd carry it. And now she is going to have a baby and I get to be apart of that. I love that. Although I do want a baby too but I couldn't do that to her. I have to wait. She needs the attention she doesn't get anywhere else. Her fucking mom called her a whore and threated to take the baby. Like I would let her do that. I'd kill Sharon's mom first before she even touched him/her. Well anyway my point is that I know it will take some time for Dean to open up to me. I mean he has a lot. He trust me so far. He has no reason not to. I really care about people. Esp. him. But sometimes I care too much. Damn me.-- "Everybody's Fool" perfect by nature icons of self indulgence just what we all need more lies about a world that never was and never will be have you no shame don't you see me you know you've got everybody fooled look here she comes now bow down and stare in wonder oh how we love you no flaws when you're pretending but now i know she never was and never will be you don't know how you've betrayed me and somehow you've got everybody fooled without the mask where will you hide can't find yourself lost in your lie i know the truth now i know who you are and i don't love you anymore it never was and never will be you don't know how you've betrayed me and somehow you've got everybody fooled it never was and never will be you're not real and you can't save me somehow now you're everybody's fool