I was thinking last night of a lot of things. I just don't understand some of the stuff that has happened. And I realize it doesn't really matter what I think about I can't change anything. But I just don't want to change anything. Its mighty dumb how things turn out. It almost makes me sick. I just know not to trust some people's word. I feel betrayed and shit. But this relationship is going so well. It's only been 2 days but its wonderful. She understands a lot about my life and I love that in someone. I'm happier. I don't miss anything. I'm perfectly perfect.--