It's our aniversity! I mean me and my parents. I've always been included for these things. It might make me seem like a selfish person but I'm the only child so I can do this. Today was better for me since I actually felt alive for the first time in a while. I felt like I mattered although a few times during the day I didn't really want to talk a lot. But me and Tara talked all during 3rd block. And me and Markie were in the libaray looking at pictures on photobucket. That reminds me I want to change my pictures but I don't know what I want to change them to. (Just me being way too hyper for my own good.) I had a good day today. A gay ol' time! I think with my meds I can at least be able to hide my depression. I know it's there but it's not there with it's sad moments and feeling of lonliness. So I'm good for now. I need pills now.--