Blah.. I have a lot going on and I can't think. I'm a little hot. I mean like heat hot. I seen Matt this morning. I always hug him. Joseph kinda got jealous yesterday. Or it just seemed that way. I don't understand that b/c everytime I've told him I really like him he just says I'm his friend. He talks to me on the phone a lot but thats it. I just don't know what to do. I have a few chances with guys but I just don't know if I'm ready, I don't even love myself. How could I love anyone else? I have to rewrite my essay for english I went to bed @ 6 yesterday and slept til 7:15 this morning. I got caught up on a lot of missed sleep. So I have to rewrite it in some class. I'm so bored now. I don't like stupid people here at school everyone has to get into my business.--