Its my life and I don't justify my actions with excuses. I don't plan on listening to everyone's fucked up ideas of how I should live MY life. So no matter how much you care please don't. I know when I'm wrong and I know what to do to make me happy. And right now I'm ahppier than I usually am so don't try to tell me what to do. When I think I need the help I'll ask for it. OK...--