Nothing can stop the way I feel. Everything so valuable in this dying world. Why was nothing important before? I understood nothing. I was nothing to understand. I only was what people made me. I never thought on my own. I was never anything. But now I am. I love and I am everything. The glare in his eyes as he looks at me, his soft lips that freeze time, his hands and arms that hold me from floating away, and the joy he brings to me. I really can't explain anything. But I understand it all. I've changed so much. My outlook on how things can be is so different. I actually believe that there is something to live for. Or someone to live with forever. I never understood how people could feel this way but now I understand b/c I do feel this way. I can't always explain it not as good as Dean does but just give me time. To think of the right things to say and to smile and know that he cares so much. I love you, baby!--