I'm so happy. I feel bad if I did hurt people but I think they're all better off without me. I just want to date Laurel. But she might be moving back to Florida. I hate that. But hopefully she won't move. I'd just fucking die. Then I'd be all depressed. More than usual of course. Porn is the best! Christmas is going to suck. And Thanksgiving was great. No meat for me since I am a vegetarian. I'm really glad I am now. But I haven't been able to gain weight but I'm starting to lose my boobs. It sucks.-- Sharon had her baby. Her name is Leah. She is so damn cute. I love the idea of being a god mother. So wonderful.--