I cut last night when I took a bath. It was nice just to relax. I feel a lot better. Mom is bugging me every second about stupid shit I really don't care about. Asking me whats wrong and if I'm mad at her. Why do I want to tell her anything? She wouldn't do anything even if I told her what was wrong. She ignored me yesterday and everyone else bothered me. I either want to be ignored by everyone or everyone pay attention to me. It really hurt my feelings. I hate it. I hate feeling like this.--