I feel like everything was wonderful on my trip to Georgia. Then when I came back its like nothing really changed it just all got worse. Jeff sent me a letter. I was so pissed. It was like I forgot everything and I had no worries. I hated coming back. And school is tomorrow. I hate it all. Its so stupid. *I hope me and britt only grow from this.* I really want to be ok. I feel like everything is fucked up. I need help. I hate having problems and shit. Please give me the strength to go on living. I'm ready to give up. I hate this shit. And I have to worry about school too. I suck!--