Tomorrow is my b-day. I'm excited about that I'll be 18 finally legal. Thank Fucking God!! I just broke up with Dean. I'm a little sad and a little relieved. I just don't know. I'm glad I could do it. I thought it would have been hard face-to-face but it was much easier. A little part of me just wanted to hug and kiss him and say it was ok. But I just couldn't pretend anymore. It was stressing me the fuck out!-- P.S. In way I will always love Dean I just can't be with him...