I had my blood tested today for low blood count. (aniema) <---Whatever. Anyway I got birth control to regulate my period. I have to tak them Sunday. I just started today. That sucks. I had a female doc appointment @ 11:45. Got check out of school and then went back came home and then @ 5 I started. That sucks. I cut today too. Just one or two in the school bathroom. With my safety pin off of my shoes. Which was hard b/c it was sharp enough. (no blood is a good thing at school) Anyway, No more internet in 3rd block. Only 1st and 2nd. That sucks huh. You know I don't feel that bad. Believe it or not. I usually feel horrible. ok thats just too personal today. (my bFF)Sharon's b/f cheated on her. She's pregnant w/his child. She is about to hook up with this other guy that will treat her right. The other guy Zach knows. He's one of our friends. They have dated before. I'm kinda worried/depressed/upset about my blood count. I hope its not low. My mom had the same problem when she was young and when she was pregnant with me. I couldn't even sign my own doc papers. Thats why it sucks being a minor. I don't have to worry about it for much longer. I just want the responsibility of signing things. Although I have to work on my signature. It sucks now but I'll get better. I will be ok.--