April 14 2004 7:39 pm I'm in shock I thought it was only a joke. Smoking now only to make my lung disappear. My heart will grow cold and I just might die. Can't I just sit here and suffer all the pain. Can't I just sit here.... Hiding from the world, Morbid and so broke, Cover my mouth; Scream at me, B/c I can't hear. Nothing you've said; Actually appealed to me, It did until you said; Good bye, Cuts bleed your name, Flowing out of me; Our possiblities of love, You pissed on my entire creation, Loving me wasn't enough; For you. A break up poem and the break up song. (Marilyn Manson (s)AINT)I no longer want to listen to your words that made me melt before. The words that were whispers scream at me telling me everything is ok. Now that wall is only covered with the blood of me. I'll never let anyone in b/c I only hurt. You took with my heart, my freedom. You stripped me naked of my skin and only laughed. My entire existents shatteres me now. I will never love again. Snorting these pills and smoking these cigarettes keep me alive as you did once.--