Simply I take pills.

by psychocutter
I take pills. It just sounds nice. And I've figured out even on the pills I can still get oh so moody. But I just want more pills so I can be almost okay. So I can at least function like everyone else. I've been oh so mean to everyone in sight. But I guess if people knew me they could put up with me. I'm so difficult but I don't mean to be. I really try to be easy to get along with but now I'm different. I pick on people more and laugh when people are hurt, I snap at people like a bitch, and I want to be alone all of the time. But then when I am alone I wonder if people actually do care about me b/c I want to be recued from my broken despair. It's really sad, I'm so horrible and misguided and misinformed about everything. I don't know how to live anymore. Yea, Bag of Bones, that's me.
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hey you know what i feel the same way its juss i prolly take different pills than you u take anti depressent i take pain killers lots its funn but then i hate feeling alone and left out it sucks big monkey balls then u never really alone R U????
~Lara
u may not always be alone but have u ever walked down the hall of ur high school between classes and no one is there to talk 2 thats how i feel every day so i take pills juss 4 fun and i say i dont feel good so i can take them and gives me a reason to be a punk ass bitch to preps cuz i hate preps
Some good My Ruin songs are Cosmetic, Blasphemous Girl, Scars, Beauty Fiend, Made to Measure, and Miss Ann Thrope. I'm almost positive you'll love it.
ya true but when u take anti depressents does they make you feel better when i take pain killers it make me feel better and not so depressed and ppl like when im not depressed so im trying to lay off them ween myself from takeing them maybe ill teach my self how to be happy all the time