Daddy stated his opinion about me having sex. And not getting hurt and shit. I really do respect his opinion but I don't know what to do. I want to listen to him b/c I understand what he's talking about but then again I want to have sex with Dean. Mostly b/c I secretly think every guy that I never had sex with left me for that reason. I'm not saying Dean will but I'm still scared he will. Its been 2 weeks and one day. I'm getting tired of everyone's bullshit. Yesterday this guy asked me if I was going to let Dean get some and I said yea and then he asked if I would have sex with him. I was like no. I hate those questions. I really like Dean and I do agree with my daddy I don't want to get hurt again. I don't want someone to promise me the world, I want the world. "Don't say you will do something do it." I just want everything to be ok. I don't want to get hurt or hurt Dean. Which I'm not going to try to do. I try not to say the wrong thing or whatever. I just don't want any problems. God, don't let me get hurt again. Daddy is all protective. I'm really glad!--