Little obsessed with Evanscances. I secretly cut last night. I felt so free. A little since of freedom. It did make me feel better. Doesn't mean I'm going to make a habit out of it though. It was just b/c I was a little sad yesterday and that guy was asking if I'd suck his dick. Whatever dude. I told him no. I'm glad Dean didn't hear him it was yesterday after break. I don't think Dean was listening. I was trying to ignore the guy and draw but I had to say no or he wouldn't have left me alone. I get tired of guys like that. Dean is not like that at all and thats a thing I like about him. I hate that Sharon has to be mean and shit. But I don't want to say anything around Dean to her b/c I know me and her would argue about it. I do tell her to shut up about it. She'll just have to get use to the idea of me and him real fast. She will just have to damn it.--