I do feel alone here. Dean is sick so he's not at school. Since I fucking failed this 6 weeks I'm grounded. Damn fucking shit. I feel kinda depressed. A little sad b/c I have seen Dean since...... I just haven't seen him in a while. I feel so broken. Like glass in my kitchen floor. I will cut my feet while I walk on the floor. Trying to take the pain away I will stop. For you, I'll end everything.--