I'm tearing at my skin. Feeling the weight on my body. Be perfect and never need to cut. You stupid girl why cut? What do you do something so stupid? You're just scarring your body. (I don't care what I'm doing its making me feel better.) I'm falling into the dark hole and I can't escape. I'm doing this all to myself and I can't stop myself. I just cut the blood from my body just to feel great until the scars disappear. Then I trace them back and bleed more. I want just to cut all my skin leaving nothing but scars that make you sick.--