I broke off the engagement with Robert. It just wasn't right. I just don't know what I was thinking when I did it. I guess I wasn't thinking when I said yes or was even talking about it with him. I need my life free of commitment like that. We're still together for now. I just don't know anymore. I have this funny feeling in my gut that something is going to happen with us. It might be big but then again it might be a really small something. This means; no more wedding plans, no more worrying about the money, no more sappy I love you I want to spend the rest of my life with you bullshit, no more need for a ring, no more worrying about where we're going to live, no more of his mom, no more nothing. I'm done with this bullshit. I just don't want to be in this situation anymore. I just don't feel it at all and want out.-- Sheryl Crow: My Favorite Mistake I woke up and called this morning The tone of your voice was a warning That you don't care for me anymore I made up the bed we sleep in I looked at the clock when you creep in It's 6 a.m. and I'm alone Did you know when you go It's the perfect ending To the bad day I was just beginning When you go all I know is You're my favorite mistake Your friends are sorry for me They watch you pretend to adore me But I'm no fool to this game Now here comes your secret lover She'd be unlike any other Until your guilt goes up in flames You're my favorite mistake Well maybe nothin' lasts forever Even when you stay together I don't need forever after It's your laughter won't let me go So I'm holding on this way Did you know, could you tell You were the only one That I ever loved Now everything's so wrong Did you see me walking by? Did it ever make you cry? You're my favorite mistake You're my favorite mistake You're my favorite mistake