I went over to Dean's house yesterday. It was fun. I love his mom. She's nice and I think she likes me too. Things are so simple with Dean. I do love him. I know that now. I'm thinking about being straight for him. I've been thinking about it for a long time and I finally found someone like Dean that cares about me. We actually did it. I'm going to put this journal where only my friends can read it so Beth won't find out. Me and Dean had sex yesterday and I just can't believe it. It was 2 weeks and 4 days yesterday. God I love him. I've never felt like this before in my life. I thought I would be nice to Beth but she took it all wrong so I'm not going to try to be her friend. Forget her. I have Dean now.--