I try to run away but everything is the same, every where I run. I have to let go of things. I can't go on like this. Taking diet pills and trying to hide behind everyone. I blame everyone else for my problems and it's my depression. I can't just hide everything inside. I'm breaking down. A unlikely person made me realize that. I do have to thank them for just telling me what I should have realized but didn't. I can't run away anymore. I have to be the strong person I am. And move on.--