I care so much about Dean. He's the most important person in my life besides Sharon. I really like Dean a lot. I just can't stand being alone so I'm glad I have someone now. Sharon's baby is a girl. I can't wait til its born. She's six months pregnant. Anyway, Dean is the only person so far that I let get so close to me. I just enjoy being around him. I feel like I should be doing more to please him and try my best to get over things so we can go to the next step. He is the only one I see myself having sex with. I want it to be with him b/c I know he understands me.--