I have to quit I know that but I need to cut so bad. The only thing that keeps me busy is typing or playing computer games. That's so lame. I wrote a letter to my asshole father in Ohio. I got all of my feelings out. I've been taking anti-depression pills and they seem to work. (I want pizza) I seem to be calmer and I can stay on task. My attention span was very short before. When I was younger they thought I needed anti hyper meds b/c I couldn't keep my mind on one thing maybe it was depression. I can finally think clearly for more than 2 seconds. I sat and wrote a whole page and a half and didn't stop to play a computer game or get something to drink (like tea or soda). I'm proud that I might be getting better. I need to tackle every little problem one at a time. I can do it. I know I can. I haven't promised anyone but myself. You need to promise yourself you'll try to quit. Try to help yourself in any way you can then if you can't ask for it.--