what if i can't really quit cutting. i want to stop but i need it. its like a drug. i crave it. i know i have to stop. but i don't want to now. i did stop that one time and now. there's nothing stopping me. i'm at school now and i need to cut. i know i can't here but i don't care. i need the pain. an addiction. i agree. help me. make me want to stop and stay that way. i feel so broken. i need someone to talk to. cut me til i bleed. i need the pain and the blood.