I feel a little bit better these days. I still need a lot. Like meds and shit. I might even decided to go get treated psychologically but I doubt it. We can't afford that shit. I'd just rather not cost any money. I can live with it since I have been living with it. I watch the movie Thirteen again today. I love that movie. I wish there was a movie of my life. That would be interesting. lol. Hell the past year of my life is movie material. ha ha yea right.--