I'm br0ken; Fix me.....

"Goodbye to the girl" She whispers in the darkness, Her blood red smile doesn't show, Her heart still pumps but she's dead, You touched her and she froze, Just like she did before, The nightmares keep her up at night, Of the night you took her, The light burns her pale skin, She'll never be the same again, She's broken apart, Never to be fix, All of her skin is cut to pieces, Blood covers the floor, She whispers in the darkness, Goodbye..... My first block teacher now wants to arrange for me to see a professional. The wrong person cares. I hate it. I don't want him to care. He's my teacher. I want everyone to see pass the lies and help me. Not to know the facts and butt into my life. This is not the way its supposed to be. Please help me I'm so broken.--
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My uncle overdosed last year on september 11th 2003 , the day before my birthday he obviously thought he could slip away leaving his daughter and family unscathed but honestly it did not work like that , we were all fuked up by it in some way , im suffering from mild depression right now and i have smashed mirrors and tried to cut myself ect all the fings you do when ya feel as though noone knows you and your lost and angry..
[Anonymous]
please tell somebody how your feeling , does your mum know ? i dont really know what to say to you , except if i could take your pain away i would , contact me if you wanna talk
xOx
[Anonymous]
well the only reason i told people was because i kept feeling all trapped in and running out of class and just sobbing , so my head of year got me a counsellor and she helps so much , i know this might b all shit and not help but i hope it does even a tiny bit..:/
[Anonymous]
But you cant just depend on other to 'cure' it comes from inside really , i except many people have tried to help you before , i wont make a difference , but can i just ask why did you start cutting ?
[Anonymous]
oh ok..i was just wondering if like something triggered it off or sumfing ,
do you feel better after cutting ?
[Anonymous]
see i could never do it even talking about it now my arms feel funny :/,what do you feel like your accomplishing by cutting ?
[Anonymous]
ohh i wanna help you so bad , i have been having horrible thoughts about doing it because i hate myself ,im so ugly , do you like your body ?
[Anonymous]
are you confused ?, do you want to stop ?
im sorry to keep plaguing you wiv questions i just wanna try to understand a little bit
[Anonymous]
would you like me to leave you alone?, i want to help but dont feel as though i am intruding and telling you that everyfing your doing is wrong because for you it may feel so right , i dont know you.
xOx
[Anonymous]
il take that as a yes , im so sorry , i didnt even fuckin try..urgh i suk
[Anonymous]
ok i will , ive emailed you..reply if ya wanna
[Anonymous]
That was an amazing poem!! I'm sure people care about you more than you realize; you just need to look at the positive side of life and things will get better! Hang in there!
Email me on tattydivine100@aol.com from now on if ya wanna
xOx
[Anonymous]