Dean came over yesterday. I'm glad he did b/c Jeff's mom called. Actually she's my grandmother. I just hate when she calls b/c she only has bad news. But Dean was there to make it ok. She brought back so many memories of Jeff and my past that just made me mad. I was shaking the whole time. I almost fucking cried. I just didn't want to cry infront of Dean. Too soon to show emotions I guess. Dean said I would be a good wife and mother and I think so too. I just want to be everything for him. I was thinking about our future and how it might be. I imagine really good. Like Damn good. I do hope we get married b/c I know I will marry him. God I love him. Oh yea I had a yummy breakfest. Dean brought me a biscut. It was good. I just love how we take care of each other. I love you, Dean.-- To connect now so we can reproduce in the future.