I got my extra sleep last night. I fell asleep @ 9:00 and woke up @ 12:00. I feel a lot better now. Hopefully I'll be a lot better too. I know I really haven't stopped cutting. I don't think I'll ever stop. I don't even want to stop. I know everyone wants me to I just don't think I'll ever be ready. Its the only thing that I can depend on right now to take the pressure away. And its makes me feel alive again. Nothing else makes me feel that way. I wish I can say something did but there's nothing! I just feel alone in this.--