Well my bio-father, as I call him, left my mom after 4 yrs. of abusing her. He hasn't been really wanting to be a father. Or a dad. He drank, did drugs, and he has depression. He hasn't offered me money before now. Its like almost saying oh since you feel so sad I'll make you feel worst by telling you I'll pay for someone to tell you "that you need to get over yourself and heres some meds to keep you calm and you'll become fake." I don't want meds to "keep me sane" if I was meant to be sane I'd be that way. Thats all i'm saying.What makes him think he can just bust into my life wanting to be a dad. He told me he'd like to be my friend. I love him and he's apart of me, "I want him to want me". I feel like I'm not good enough for him and he doesn't want me.