Well I got to get my class schedule from RCC Wednesday. Daddy's taking me b/c he wouldn't let Robert take me. Damn it. For some weird reason I want nothing but spicy food. (Period coming I guess). I'm piging out on Favor twist honey bbq. These things are so good. And I have beef jerky. Yum. My poetry is going well. And I'm so glad. I finally got through my writer's block. Thank god. Secretly I want to live right. Go to church, be respectful, not cuss, not smoke, and things like that but what would come of me if I did change. That wouldn't be real. I'd be like everyone else. I don't want that for me. I might change later in life but I'm not ready to change right now. I've learn through watching Def Poetry on HBO that words are power. No matter if you can relate or not. Words are powerful. Even if you don't understand what they've been through you can feel what they felt and finally relate to them. Actually before I wouldn't watch it b/c I thought it was stupid and not really poetry but it is. And Bad Boys of Comedy is fucking funny as hell. I love all of the comedians. I had a good day today. Just chillin around by myself with t.v. and music and the computer of course. I liked it. So fun.--